Komposisie in Rooi, Geel en Blou by aiftw, literature
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Komposisie in Rooi, Geel en Blou
So poëties korrek
’n Skrywer (of ’n digter, eerder)
se artistieke (of beter, poëtiese)
lisensie, in sarsies geïndoktrineer
Wat nou woorde soos druppels
laat val op die leser se voorkop
tot absolute waansinnigheid.
Ja, so polities korrek (of nie, rêrig)
Die egoïstiese arties
Wat met bloed, sweet, trane
(en hoogswaarskynlik verf)
die swart-wit spotprent
rooi, geel en blou skilder
tot volkome autoriteit.
Sonder enige toestemming
met minder as geen weerstand
speel die bassis loeiende tone
van “onskuldige” manipulasie
Die viool só gehanteer om
(op ’n keurige maat van een-twee-drie-vier)
The descent into darkness
My soul resonating
With terminal tones, critical chords
Melodies of death and despair
Harmonizing painful memories
And solemn symphonies
Smiling. Smirking. Laughing.
With a crooked grin dancing
Deriding Depression dauntingly
For today I am not his
Paramour, gladly, today
I am not his hostage.
Jump-skip Skittles in my soles
Chit-chat med han och hon och de
For today I am free to roam
In his domain save the chains
And hopeful to see his captives
Join me in flight, and enjoy the light
At night monstrosities are up and about
But (behold and lo) without
Their hook they are not so proud
Screaming and shouting hard and l
As the sun waits to be devoured by night
So does the little girl wait to drop her hood
The little red riding hood
Scarlet stained, crimson painted deems
Her fate doomed, story ruined.
Yes, at best, the girl waits to be murdered.
She is yet reminiscent of the deeds
Of the big bad wolf
The screams of humiliation, agony
The pleas for arrest but regardlessly
Abused, reduced to hate, rape and pain
Endlessly, brainwashed to see this as her destiny.
But the wolf cries—he does recall
The times...and does see the price
Of his long-lasting vices
He apologizes, in spite of his
Fictional demise, he fights inside
For in twilight he confides in the
Me, Myself and I, Part III - Gideon by aiftw, literature
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Me, Myself and I, Part III - Gideon
Do black and white not make grey?
Zero, one, add two and
Black is white is grey.
Yea, that’s me.
The parchment
Time and again erased and defined
Surely must hold more information
Than the blank page?
They may neglect me
Yes, for their very existence
But they know their roots are deep
Let alone they are me.
It is said one is defined by properties
Though I do not agree
I mean, reality is arbitrary
More accurately, we define the properties.
Let me not digress or diverge
To assign the relevant signs
For I am on the verge
Of losing my
Me, Myself and I, Part II - Gideon W by aiftw, literature
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Me, Myself and I, Part II - Gideon W
He stands on the edge of the cliff
And listens to himself
The words resonate
But in a sense they are fake
Fingertips yet bleeding
Blood dripping drop by drop on the ground
As red as his mind
Who feeds this self-destruction
Good in a way, yes
Abstinence is bliss
Or ignorance, maybe
Perhaps it’s waiting for Death’s kiss
Who? What? Where?
Why? Why? Why?
Rejoice misplaced
The boy misled
Meek and weak
Who simply seeks a strong face
A furry hand to defeat the mind
Deranged teeth to buy some time
Pointed ears to hear the signs
And playing the game he finds
Only himself, split.
The desire growing
while very well knowing
that you might very well
not know me at all.
I close my eyes
try not to cry
and hope to die
from this endless fall.
In dreams and fantasies
of joy and happily
whispering into your ear
embracing your body
...And I
slow down
slowly my heart
beats faster; I hope
and hope solemnly your albaster
skin glows of joy and happily
calling out your name
gripping you tightly
For tears and fears
disappear
when laughter sounds louder,
lips lock and hips rock
‘till the focus is broken,
the silence has spoken
that this might very well
be all.
Dear Nobody,
(Please return to sender)
The emptiness to fill up
as void as the words
to fit the page
As non-existent
as the audience
(so unforgivable)
For forlorn ornaments
and sands of time timely
(so undeniable)
Decorate the insides
of my mind
my heart
“my” life
(so untrue)
…and comfortably numb,
actively passive,
as a live virtuality…
…all I can do is laugh.
Mania
2014/08/23
Laughing in the face of insanity
…has become second nature to me, now,
…as closing my eyes
has become the portal to madness.
The gravel path leading from
the door with the blood blotches
Murders of ravens and crows
in the dim forest where I belong.
Accents of shadow and mist
to my solitude
Red orbs peering deep
into my fear
The only place I can come
to laugh, to cry
to let hysteria feed my
tongue
…and find false peace
In delusional dementia
And identity
In schizophrenia
So much fun
hot-cross buns
and sixty-eight butterflies
baking in the sun.